I smile ... analysing my life.

As you saw ... i don't mind calling myself ... an idiot.

Cause ... that's what i am.

... most of the times.

And you know why?!

Cause ... today i am more conscious.

Yes.

I am conscious ... i am not so unconscious anymore.

... knowing all what i am doing.

I know ... what i want.

 

 

I ... even ... clearly express it.

But ... still ... i have one big handicap.

I don't care anymore about the others.

Of anyone.

I simple don't care ... anymore.

I don't care of what they think.

Of ... what they believe.

Of ... what they feel.

Or ... what they want.

And that's actually the main reason why i don't synchronise with them.

i know the importance of "i want" .... but only if i say it.

I can't listen ... if anyone says ... "I want" ...

It's maybe ... a handicap.

Or ... maybe it's actually all part of my evolution ... or involution.

My life continues.

... not beautifully ... but continues.

And ... like an idiot ... i wonder why the things are ... the way they are?!

Even if i know the truth.

I simply deny all.

I know ... it is not ok that i care only of what i want ... and i have this disability of not keeping the right balance between what i want ... and what the people i am in relationship with want ... but ...

 

 

 

 

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